Hey there.
What a long and miserable day at work. OK, it wasn’t actually THAT miserable but quite a lot was happening and I have a feeling that I didn’t handle everything as well as I could. I often feel that, lately. I guess I am not as devoted as I used to be, and I am growing anxious. The good thing is that a project that I have been working on for the past few months is about to be launched next week. I am quite excited and hope it will turn out OK.
I feel quite lonely today. My flat mate left town to spend a weekend with her boyfriend and I am stuck in London, working on the weekend.
I went as far as considering finding a one night stand tonight but I am too lazy. I texted to a colleague I had a ‘thing’ with a while ago but unfortunately or fortunately he is busy with work until late tonight. He asked me to come over later tonight but I cannot be bothered as I need to be productive tomorrow.
I would give quite a lot for a cuddle, though. Who could I ask to come over. All alternatives are out of town somehow, and I really don’t feel like trying anyone ‘new’ today. You know, how it is, or rather don’t know… ever, how it is going to be. And I am too tired for new and awkward situations.
This is the very reason why I need a boyfriend.
The second reason is that I want someone to travel with. I have money now, but I don’t have anyone to go on a city break with. That sucks.
What else?
I think I am going to watch some film now. I want something alternative and gay-related, if possible. I am not sure if anyone reads this blog but if you DO, suggest something. Maybe I won’t watch it tonight but it is good to have something in store for boring miserable evenings like this.
Cute guy of today is Josh Stanley
I just watched ‘Steam: The Turkish Bath’, not bad.